We’re all so worried about getting our hearts broken or being stood up that we forget we’re doing those exact things to other people. It’s fucked. 

It seriously pains me to see my loved ones hurt. I instantly tear up and want to take their pain away - it’s weird, I just can’t stand seeing people sad. I’d rather it be placed on me if it meant taking it away from them. People are such assholes these days. No one thinks about anyone except for themselves. I don’t expect anything out of people anymore to be honest, I just do nice things because I believe in karma and I want there to be some kindness in this world. I want to raise my children someday to do nice deeds for people and to pay it forward, even if it feels like it’s not always reciprocated. I hope it’s noticed somewhere by someone, I just want people to be happy. There’s too much pain in this world. I don’t get it man, people expect so much but give so little. The smallest things can do so much for people, including me, even holding the door open can make someones day if it’s bad enough. It takes me by surprise when people go out of their way for me, this isn’t right, it shouldn’t be such a shock, it should just be normal life.